My story

Husband, father, musiacian

My story starts at my early 20's after few years of depressing time when I was seeking my identity,

I was experiencing life and more and more I asked myself a question why I am here? I already understood that it is not about my friends in the school and not about earning money, not about girls and not about alcohol... I experienced all of it and found that it is sometimes nice and I can enjoy some small times of my life but... I wanted to be happy all the time and I felt that it is possible to be happy and your life can mean something even if you are in hard time of your life...

But the question was - where is the key?

At the beginning of my story my older brother called my parents and told them that he loves them, he was crying and saying "I love you". My mom was a little bit nervous, she said: "We know that he loves us, but why is he saying that aloud! Something is wrong!" When my brother visited us during next weekend he said that he met Jesus and for sure Jesus is alive! And it was too much for us!

I was angry because I was praying to God but never felt that someone is answering and I did not feel that I am a part of some bigger God's plan.

Few weeks later during the night I had a dream that someone is saying to me: "I want you to be with me, but your hands are too heavy!" I woke up thrilled because of this experience... Few days later I had the same dream and next day the same...

Finally I started to cry and pray: „Lord, if You exist, please help others who can convert and start to see You because for me it is too late. “ It was a weird prayer in which I felt so guilty that I said good bye to the Lord - but at the end I started to pray in some different language and I really enjoyed this prayer. It gave me a lot of strength. But then I thought: „Ok, now I use some voo doo language, there is no chance for me anymore." So I abandoned prayer.

Few weeks later I was invited for Christian Youth Week and when I accepted this invitation I had a weird feeling: „This is your last chance!" So I asked: „Ok, but if I will not dedicate my life to You what will happen? Maybe later... But in my head I had one thought:

„You will die and the rest of your life will not be without joy, adventure and real passion..."

And it shocked me so much that during the first day of this week I was totally ready. My girlfriend said to me that she will never resign from our previous life and she insisted on me to withdraw but I heard all the time that for me the next day is the day of death... We broke our relationship and she left. And in the evening everything was prepared. During the evening prayer I started to cry, experienced huge temptations which I have never experienced before. For example I realized that there is no God! Ok, everything was clear, so I started to go out, but some thought came: „What if you deny, just normally deny, that there is no God" I said ok and

in few seconds I was crying one more time, laying on the floor and experiencing the Holy Spirit, His healing, His comfort, His support and Huge amount of revelation started to go deeper into my heart.

I was firm in so many things. I did not only understand many things but I totally loved the way they are. Some new life started for me and it lasts 10 years.

Few months ago my friend asked me if I'm sometimes happy... I said: „I'm all the time happy, even if I experience hard time I feel secure, I feel joy all the time. “ He said: „It is weird, I have it only sometimes when I use alcohol...“

Many other miracles are happening during this journey and Jesus leads me in His way, sometimes in unexpected way... Now I have two children, Dawid and Noemi, I'm studying Jazz music, playing accordion, looking for His paths which are totally different than mine. The way I'm going now is totally surprising for me. I have never planned it and probably I would never realize that I'm gifted musician. His ways are totally different then ours but much more exciting!!!